I hate going to the doctor. But God sure must have a sense of humor because in the past year I have had any number of doctor visits and at least 15 injections for various things. There is always something going on with me. If it is not one thing, then it's another. Life is never dull around here, that I can assure!
For almost one week I had been having trouble seeing out of my right eye. I kept waiting hoping that the blurriness would go away. Since it showed no signs of improvement, I finally took the plunge and saw a doctor. He did a lot of tests and all that, the details of which I will spare you all. The results show that I have a toxo infection in my right eye which is causing all this blur and haze. I can hardly see anything if I close my left eye. The doctor put me on an double strength antibiotic for 2 months and I have a follow up appointment in a week. And to top it all, I am having a busy time at work, especially since I had to take 1.5 days off. I have deadlines to meet, reports to finish etc which means I do have to spend time in front of the computer.
Since only one eye is working, my poor left eye is working overtime to compensate which causes a strain for me and gives me headaches if I spend too much time working. Doctor says it okay if I do my regular work, but I decided I am going to cut down. I am going to be on a blog reading and writing sabbatical for one week. I cannot prevent certain amount of computer usage-but I am taking frequent breaks and manage with the least I can get away with.
I am hoping that it would get better by the time I have my follow up appointment. Else, the doctor said he would need to put me on steroids. I have no medical knowledge to boast of, but steroids conjure up a negative image for me. And I would rather be not on them.
There is growth in pain. So much I learned in the past year. But the lessons are not easily learned. I am irritable because I cannot do the things I usually do with the same efficiency and productivity. I have to drive slower (peripheral vision), cut down reading. These things are not sitting well with me. I need a lot of grace this week.
So, this is my request. I know this is not a big deal in the bigger scheme of things-there are people suffering from devastating illnesses- But if you are a praying person, would you please remember me? I would truly appreciate your prayers for His will to be done.
For almost one week I had been having trouble seeing out of my right eye. I kept waiting hoping that the blurriness would go away. Since it showed no signs of improvement, I finally took the plunge and saw a doctor. He did a lot of tests and all that, the details of which I will spare you all. The results show that I have a toxo infection in my right eye which is causing all this blur and haze. I can hardly see anything if I close my left eye. The doctor put me on an double strength antibiotic for 2 months and I have a follow up appointment in a week. And to top it all, I am having a busy time at work, especially since I had to take 1.5 days off. I have deadlines to meet, reports to finish etc which means I do have to spend time in front of the computer.
Since only one eye is working, my poor left eye is working overtime to compensate which causes a strain for me and gives me headaches if I spend too much time working. Doctor says it okay if I do my regular work, but I decided I am going to cut down. I am going to be on a blog reading and writing sabbatical for one week. I cannot prevent certain amount of computer usage-but I am taking frequent breaks and manage with the least I can get away with.
I am hoping that it would get better by the time I have my follow up appointment. Else, the doctor said he would need to put me on steroids. I have no medical knowledge to boast of, but steroids conjure up a negative image for me. And I would rather be not on them.
There is growth in pain. So much I learned in the past year. But the lessons are not easily learned. I am irritable because I cannot do the things I usually do with the same efficiency and productivity. I have to drive slower (peripheral vision), cut down reading. These things are not sitting well with me. I need a lot of grace this week.
So, this is my request. I know this is not a big deal in the bigger scheme of things-there are people suffering from devastating illnesses- But if you are a praying person, would you please remember me? I would truly appreciate your prayers for His will to be done.
5 comments:
I will be praying for you, dear friend! It seems like one thing on top of another. I know the Lord is watching out for you.
Thank you for letting us in our your "growth" spurt. I know its not fun but just know that you are in my prayers daily.
In Him,
Kyla
Hey Anne, take good care yaar, office work and other routines you will have to do, but I strictly suggest not coming in front of computer after work. Ignore blogging or reading news and strain ur left eye as little as possible. Get well soon...
Take good care of yourself, and get well soon! I do hope you don't have to go on steroids, they're nasty. I wish you much strength.
I understand your frustration. I have to see doctors quite a bit, and I'm on several medications. It gets tiresome.
I hope this super-dose of antibiotics takes care of your problem. I can tell you from experience that steroids are the most wonderful thing ever, and also the worst. They really do give great relief, but the side effects can be lousy. But if you reach a point where you need steroids, I can pretty well guarantee you that you'll be thankful for them.
Thanks for stopping by my blog, btw! I look forward to reading yours. :-)
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